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    Monday, December 18th, 2006
    12:52 pm
    porcopine-ology
    Melissa is DONE her beast of a music and cultures exam!!! woot woot....now it's two weeke of freeeedooom and my bed and a shower that I shower in without shoes...Fuck residence thank god i am getting a house this summer. Umm the only other thing I can think to write is that if I was a Lesbian I would do everything in my power to be with Regina Spektor...I love her!
    Sunday, December 3rd, 2006
    1:22 pm
    It's been awhile
    Sooo I have not posted to this journal in quite some time....School has become a lot more difficult and there is a lot of work but the good times are still rollin! Leanne came and stayed in Toronto for a couple days which was great. I guess she is moving to Edmonton so it was nice that all of us (leanne,cass, ern and I) could all get together before she leaves. Because apparently all my friends are moving to Alberta...okay so just Amy, Leanne and Miranda but it seems like a lot!!! I hung out with Miranda last time I was home which was really nice becuase we have said that we were going to get together for ever but we hadn't managed to do so yet. Anyhoo back to the Savis sisters weekend.

    Me and Leanne went clubbing one night...to a hip hop club, we were definately out of our element but we got cheap beers and then just danced and pretended we fit in. We also decided that we are good at that because apparently we don't mind awkward situations. And it is true...I love you leanne if you still ever read this but anyone who knows leanne knows she is great at being in awkard situations and I just think they are hilarious. The 4 girls were supposed to go out to a bar/club we were going to try going to the dance cave but then Erin wasn't feeling that good so we all got together at her place and did the things that we do when we get together. The trip there was quite the adventure though....

    Sooo Leanne and I had a couple shots in my dorm room before we left and partied grade 10 style and filled a water bottle for the trip there. We got kind of hungry on the trip and we had a half an hour wait for the bus at kipling station so we just looked around....we spotted a Tim Hortons! We really had no idea how far away the Tim Hortons was or the best way to get there but we just decidied to treck it Pythagoriem theorm style and travel the straighest line there whether it be grass, cement, hill or slope! So we started off downn the hill on the sidewalk but the fence blocked us so we cut on to the grass....we ended up jumping on to a 4 foot cement platform and climbing the steepest cement hill I have ever seen, and we still didn't know if we were going out or not so we were both in heels!!!! If we feel we would have fell backward down an extremely steep cement hill and then flew off a 4foot cement platform on to a rocky ground! AKA...we proabably would have died! Anyhoo we got Tim Hortons and made it back in time for the bus and are still alive and well to tell about it. We had fun that night we just chatted and took tons of picutres...it's funny because a lot of the time girls get drunk and try to take sexy hot picutres. But we never do, I mean we try to take a couple nice ones of the 4 of us but the main goal of pictures for the night was the woodchuck game. The aim of this game is for everyone to be in the picture and 3 people have to look nice and then one person is the woodchuck...Woodchuck, ya i dunno but it was fun...we also tryed to cover each others head with our hair but not acutally be in the pictures oursleves. We got a great one of Cass with Leannes hair..it actually looks like she is wearing a wig! Anyhoo I love those girls very much!

    Recently I have got a job at Vallue Village...my one other good friend from York works there too, it is good job so far and I plan to do a BIG shop there and make some wicked vingtage outfits. However I hate the fact that I got a job so that I could have money to go out and now that I have a job I don't have time to go out....ERRR

    So then came quite the weekend...Ok so what if there are these two boys...One of the them likes you may possibly want to date you..they are a masters student, very intelligent, have their shit together and are actually pretty cute and then there is the other one who is well...some of my friends say he is quite a dick wad to me but for some reason there is something about them that you just can't and don't want to let go of....And you were maybe starting to get over it and telling yourslef that moving on is the best thing to do...but then maybe you get together with this boy again after not seeing each other for quite some time and well one thing leads to another and now you are left not knowing how to think or feel. And well you get together with the masters student again and things are good and you wish that you really liked him because it would be good if you did but you just can't get the other one out of you mind for some fucked up reason. And the worst part is you really can't understand it no matter how hard you try...which is riiiiillllyyy iriating because you hate not understanding things. There are also some cute boys in music and res..ok that was really just to lighten up the mood it really has nothing to do with anything there are just some cute ones haha.

    That weekend was also Holla Ween party at Mike and Loris...Lindsay and I = SUPER HAMMERED but it was soo much fun we just danced and hung out it was pretty great.

    Last night was signature sound at the Cock! (Cock being short for Cock and Bull a pub at my school) ALso kind of tipsy but again tons of dancing and lots of fun. And ya it was a Wednesday but don't judge me too badly haha I don't have any classes on Thurdsay and I don't work till 4 30!

    Anyhoo that is pretty much my life right now...that was really long but ahh well it was nice to write it all out. OOOOHHHH and guess what is in 5 days???? if you guessed that one of the best bands of all time is playing in Toronto...you guessed Right!!! Decemberits concert this Monday night, I am also excited to get together with Cassie! I love her! But ya I will probably laugh, cry go crazy! It should be excellent!

    And Dave fucking Cavana...where are you? I don't know if you ever read this anymore but I miss thee and I don't care how busy you are I want you to write in this journal still. I used to always be able to count on you for an entry and yours were always my favourite to read!
    P.S. I saw your mom and dad last time i was home getting your cell phone for you, I got one too, we have fallen through the cracks but the thruth is I love it.

    Anyhoo I hope everyone is well and if you are ever in Toronto be sure to give me a ring a ling!

    ByeBye Merlin.
    Tuesday, November 28th, 2006
    11:28 pm
    Karma killed the Cat...
    After reading Shanon's little post it persauded me to post as well. Really I dunno how many people do this but why must we over analyze things and situations sooo much. You go looking for the truth and you just end up confusing and depressing yourslef further. I really dunno why we do the things we do to ourselves sometimes. Sometimes I wish we could just live, and not think.

    Also is Karma true? What do you think? Like if you think things are going pretty well and then you go out and do soemthing naughty is something going to come bite you in ass for it? Or am I just over analyzing the situation again. GAD what happened to the days of, "he looked at me in the hall, I think he likes me" Everything is sooo much more complicated now!

    In better news I scratched two exams off the list today. Counterpoint at 11 15 tomorrow guhh but after that there is nothing until the 18th of December which is my last and only exam in the exam period. Therefore as of tomorrow afternoon till the 17th of December I will be spending time with my girls Cass and Erin whom I haven't seen forever and partying! O ya and I guess I will study for my exam and work a bit too! But I am excited that the true hell of the last 3 weeks is almost over ! woo

    ByeBye Merlin.
    Wednesday, November 8th, 2006
    3:24 am
    There is a road that meets the road that goes to my house!
    Soo last night I saw the DECEMBERISTS concert...my only complaint was "why can't they play more" I have to actually say that there may be times last night that I actually experienced complete and utter happiness!
    Friday, November 3rd, 2006
    9:28 pm
    It seems like so many people are worried, stressed or upset about something lately. I know I sure don't feel great. And to be truthful I don't really know why...I mean there is Saturday night...if you know you know if you don't you don't. But it was expected it wasn't like i wasn't somewhat ready for it. And in some ways I don't care...at least I shouldn't...but I guess to truely say I don't care would be a lie and the point of a journal isn't to lie to make yourslef feel better it's to get the truth out (even if it hurts). I realize I also hate not understanding things...I don't know why I liked him so much and I have no idea what I truely want right now. If I had three options and I could just stay single and keep partying and having fun, have things go back, or begin a relationship with someone I liked I don't know which one I would choose. An I don't like that...At least when you know what you want you can fight to get it but the way I feel right now kind of makes me feel like I am floating in emptiness. Anyway I ususally don't say shit like this on live journal but it came out so whatever.
    This weekend I am in Lindsay for 5 days which has not occured since last April. It will feel weird. I was kind of pissed about being away from Toronto that long but I think I am happy I will be home for a while. Most people are coming home so we are hopefully having a big TK renion! Should be real fun! It would be great to see everyone. Leanne will be home too which is good.
    Anyhoo I have to go do some dishes...nothing to lift your spirits like hard stuck on food.
    ByeBye Merlin.
    Wednesday, November 1st, 2006
    11:53 pm
    untalkative Bunny
    I'm ready to mosey on now...

    My stomache is the sketchiest thing of life today due to the large amounts of various alcohol I consummed last night.

    I love Cassandra Jetten and I would not trade her friendship for anything in the entire world.

    The untalkative bunny is great!

    I am home for 5 whole days this upcoming weekend due to thanks-giving and the fact that I have Thursdays and Fridays off so if anyone wants to hang out...call me because I do love my parents to death but being home for 5 days is a long time for me now!

    Anyhoo this was random but I just had to do something.

    ByeBye Merlin.

    Current Mood: I'm really not sure...
    Sunday, October 29th, 2006
    3:11 pm
    lindsay is cool
    Right now I am at my lovers lindsay at York!

    We are procrastinating because we don't want to do Vocal Diction!

    I had a great Vanilla Bean Latte today!!!

    This is a pointless journal entry.

    German diction sucks dog balls.

    Lindsay just read that sentence as German Dog Balls! haha

    Lindsay is braiding my hair! I love it....also I dyed my hair and it looks really amazing!

    Mon neveaux cheveaux est tres fantastique! I dunno if that sentence is right but I don't care.

    K I'm Out!
    Monday, September 25th, 2006
    11:16 pm
    Writing a species...
    Soo another pretty great weekend here in Toronto. Thursday Lindsay and I went for one hardy shop, Yorkdale, Kensington, Eatons Center and Remeny music store = 9 hours of walking x dance the three days prior = sore feet! But at the end of the day I had two beautiful wool sweaters from Kensigton and two music books ordered for my vocal diction class.

    The next night I lost my virginity....TO CLUBBING! It was fun, I got my dance on.
    The next night we went to a house party, it was more classy then we might of thought, we had a class of wine. It was a nice time overall.

    I realize I don't have as much to say as I might of thought. Oh well, I have to write a first species for counterpoint...Yay (roll of the eyes)

    I am talking to Matty on the phone...he is telling me about his weekend at the Lindsay fair. I talked to Erin she described the fair as slutty and bad hair dying jobs! haha

    This weekend is Ted's birthday...it should be interesting. Cass is definately coming and hopefully Leanne to so that is great.

    Uhh well this is really random. I can't wait till the weekend....5 day weekend because of Yom Kippur
    Yay for Jewish Holidays!

    Well I am off to continue my chat with Matty!

    ByeBye Merlin.
    Monday, September 18th, 2006
    4:01 pm
    Yo
    So I wonder what the world would be like if there was no such thing as relationships? No one was ever worreid about what boy or girl liked them and no one ever had any feelings for you. It's just don't you find that relationships have such a HUGE impact on everybodies lives, sometimes I think we would all be happier if we just didn't have to worry about it.

    Anyhoo I am super happy still to be back at school, I love Toronto. My first whole weekend here was off the hook haha, I went shopping and visted my friends new place Thursday so that was fun. Then Friday night was one of the craziest nights of my entire life. It was supposed to be my first Toronto clubbing night but at like 730 it was pooring so we decided not to go. I still went over to visit my friends Lindsay and Jaci at res and we just chilled for a bit but Lindsay looked out the window at like 830 and was like it stopped raining. So in a split second we were just like..."Lets go out" and we did!

    Highlights of the night:

    -Getting of at Spadina and having no idea what we were going to do that night
    -Getting lead by the sketchiest man to the sketchies bar in the City(I dunno if anyone has been to "Timeless")
    -Sitting beside an old extremely Rastafarian man who oppened a can of chilli with a stake knife and sprinkled some grey powder on it before eating it???
    -THE RAIN
    -The RED PLACE and seeing someone who worked at White Pine there
    -The crack adicts in the alley by the house we woke up at?!?!

    " Don't you have any respect for me I need my bike back and i am pretty sure you owe me Five Dollars....ya you owe me Five Dollars....I neeeeed my Biiike!"

    -Rainbow sandals

    Overall it was a great but crazy night and I love Lindsay! The next night we went to Mike and Loris house party, Lindsay, Jaci and I got pretty hammered so it was fun!

    The next couple days I had school, they went alright. On Wednesday night I went to Cassie's new house and we watched Bedouin at Humber! It was awesome and clearly Cass and I were some of the more hard core fans there haha. Erin works for the student council thingy so she got to meet them and Cass and I were jealous! After the concert we got drunk and then I stayed the night at Cassie's. She had a job interview the next day so I went with her and we shopped a little bit with her freind Leslie. That night I drove home with Tyler. On Friday night we all went over to Matty's. I don't really want to explain the whole night because it was rather random. But I love Leanne and I was glad she could come. On Saturday night I went to a Jack and Jill for my cousin, it was my first time getting semi drunk with my mother so it was kinda weird but kinda fun. And yesturday we just drove back to York.

    Excitement that awaits: Two more days of school booo two more days till the weekend! Woo
    Hard core shopping on Thursday
    Real Clubbing on Friday....wooo J'adore Toronto!!!

    ByeBye Merlin.

    Current Mood: chipper
    Tuesday, September 5th, 2006
    11:24 am
    sticky tack that has been stuck in someones hair doesn't work as well
    Bonjour! I just woke up from my first night back in Res and a Good night it was. Anyhoo I am going to back up a bit. Yesterday morning I was awoken with a lovely telephone call from my freind Tilly. Tilly is from England and I met her at camp this summer. We agreed that I would give her a call once I was back in Tornoto and settled in. I arrived at York and my family and I began carrying up the hundreds of boxes of my stuff. (And yes i am on the 3rd floor and we have no elevator!) Just walking up them is not bad, but moving in is kind of a bitch. Well within five minutes of me being at York I see my freind Jaci so we make plans for her and Lindsay to come over and visit later. Then about 20 minutes later when I am going to get my meal card I see Tyler. We were both very excited to see each other. Finally my parents leave after practically setting up my entire room because that's that way my mom is. But I Love her! Tyler and I gave Tilly a call and she came to York. We had some supper at Falafal Hut and then came back to my room. We played a drinking game with cards that Tyler kind of made up with shots of malibu and baileys because that is all we had. We drank all that was left but we were just happily buzzed. Lindsay and Jaci came over and Lindsay was the master and fixed my computer so that I had internet but I shouldn't give her all the credit Tyler helped a lot too and its a good thing because I know nothing about computers! Tyler and Tilly played with sticky tack for a long time and I tried to put up pictures today and the sticky tack was really guey and had hair in it. Overall it was a good night and I am pumped for next year. However I feel I have lost something/someone that means so much to me. Maybe it's Karma coming to get me, or maybe this is just the way it is supposed to be but either way it hurts. I really wish it would work out but I have feelings that are telling me otherwise right now. But Oh well, I want to do well in school this year and also have a good time and I hope that happens.

    ByeBye Merlin.

    Current Mood: confused
    Friday, September 1st, 2006
    10:29 pm
    no man we've got no bagles...
    Howdy

    I got back from Erins cottage tonight. It was really fun! The begining of the week Cass, Leanne, Erin and I went up to the cottage. We chatted about our summers and such, It was really nice to get to spend time with my girls before I go back to school. On Wednesday Cass went home and Erin, Leanne and I drove to Tornoto because Erin had to move couches into her new house. We then went to Ikea for a bit and hung out at Erins new house until Jay (Erins boyfriend) finsihed work. We then at like 2am headed back to Erins cottage. We were hungry and wanted a warm drink so we stopped at a Tim Hortons. Jay asked for a cinamin raison bagel and the guy said they didn't have any so he asked for an everything bagel and the guy was like..."No man we have no bagels" This probably doesn't sound funny to anyone but for us at the time it was hilarious. We got back to Erins cottage and went to bed shortly because it was almost 5am. The next day we slept in until about 2 because we had been so late getting to bed. We had dinner with Erins Aunt, Uncle and cousins and thanks to Leanne went to my very fisrt AUCTION! It was interesting and I came home with an odd little recorder thing that I can teach myslef to play when I am bored. Today we spent in the sun. I am somewhat burnt but it is not a really bad one so hopefully it will just turn into a tan. Anyhoo Erins cottage was a really nice way to spend my last little bit of summer. Tomorrow is filled with sorting and packing so it will suck! Sunday will be packing as well but I may have a little bit of freedom and Monday I am off to Toronto.
    ByeBye Merlin.
    Monday, August 28th, 2006
    9:53 am
    my mini summer vacation
    Last night was fun, I hung out with Cass, Leanne and Dave and we sat in a park...it was very Lindsay like and I needed that. Today the girls venture to Erins cottage, I am happy I get to do stuff before I go back to school. I can't believe second year of university is so near, I am excited but it just seems like time is flying by! Anyhoo this was a short journal entry but there is not much else to say other then Yay to Erins cottage!

    ByeBye Merlin.
    Sunday, August 27th, 2006
    11:38 am
    did I fall off the earth???
    The answer to that is...NO! I have just been in Haliburton working at a camp all summer. Anyhoo I am trying to get back into the LJ scene so here is my first entry in like 4 months. I will not explain my entire summer because there would be way to much to say but I will say it was lot's of fun and I am glad I did it but right now I am very happy to be home!
    I will be in the L dot until Septemeber 4th so feel free to give me a ring a ling.
    Today Cass and I are ushering for A Chorus Line and then she is coming back for dinner. Cravid Davana if you read this you are more then welcome to come over we should be back at my house at 5 at the absolute latest. That offer is also open to anyone else I know and would like to come over.
    Anyhoo I am off to visit my grandma for a minute and then to the Academy. Its lovely to be home.

    ByeBye Merlin

    Current Mood: happy
    Thursday, April 27th, 2006
    10:31 am
    Good bye lindsay...again
    Well I leave for Camp this Sunday so I am guessing that this will be my last journal entry for a while. I am sure camp will be fun and I am glad I am going with Tyler he is an amazing person. However despite this I feel like shit right now....I have had a good time in Lindsay with a certain someone and I want more time with my freinds. But then again a bunch of my freinds are leaving for the summer as well so I guess it is good that I am going. I can't write down all I have done in the past week or so but I think the important parts I will always remember.
    I hope everyone has an excellent summer no matter where you are or what you are doing. Love you all! ByeBye!Merlin.

    Current Mood: melancholy
    Monday, April 17th, 2006
    10:33 pm
    Frozen yogurt is yummy!
    Well I am on Summer Vacation now and I am at home. Lately I have been at Teds hanging out. It has been fun. Today however I slept in nice and late, I did some orgainizing with my mother, I spent some time with Matty and Amy and bought some hair dye! (but i haven't dyed my hair yet) yes I hung out with Matty....a good friend of mine who mentioned nothing of me in his live journal.....This is me trying harder....i guess, you big meanie! When I got home my mother and I canvased for cancer...It was okay, it made me feel like i was doing a good deed so that was good! Although I kind of had a stomache ache the entire time so that was not that fun. I then went back to organizing and then had a lovely bubble bath....i missed bubble baths soo much this year so it was quite delightful. I then played some ZUMA-if anyone knows what this is, you will know how extremely addicitive it can be. Now I am just typing away.
    I am in a mood to write stuff done tonight while i was in the bath i was writing in a little journal that i have. It had been months since i had written in it. I just can't belive how fast the first year of university went by. I am kind of in sad mood because i am realizing that i leave to go to camp at the end of this month and i don't even know if i am going to get a chance to see some of my freinds. Cass and Tyson came over to Teds this weekend so that was really nice because I miss Cass and I love Cass and I love all my freinds...Leanne and Erin...Dave I haven't seen you in forever and I was home this entire weekend and I just realised you were too. April is just not long enough. I am okay about going to camp i think it is going to be fun I just wish I could have some more quality time with my freinds. Its weird being this age and you seem to be moving around soo much more and you have to meet new freinds. I mean i like meeting new friends and there sure is nothing wrong with having lots of them. But first I had to leave all the fireds here to go to school, then leave the school freinds. Soon I will leave Ted and the people I met through him and the people still in Lindsay like Matty and Robin and my beloved Amy although she is moving to Alberta so who knows when i will see her next and then i will have 4 months at camp and i am sure i will meet lots of great people there but at the end of the summer i will have to leave them. It is hard leaving freinds. I have much more sympathy for people who have had to move a lot....although it is fun having lots of freinds in lots of places.
    I also cleaned out my white cupboard today...I don't know how many of you have been accquaited with my white cupboard but it is full of stuff. Some of the interesing finds today were a CD list Cass, Erin, Leanne and I had made in Grade 10, thousands of apprecaition day cards and presents, The OCATAGAPH...i think Matty is the only one who might know this one ( i didn't even know i had him!) and possibly my favorite find: "THE BALLAD OF COLBOURNE STREET!" its sooo gooood we really had something with that one:

    Set of lights at Colbourne Street
    Shelved for next years budget talks
    Michael Powers this week
    A new trafic signal at Colbourne Street

    Ohhh The memories...Well that was very blabbby journal entry! Well for all of you in Grease I belive i am going to be there Thursday night! I can't wait to see it!!! Love you all and BREAK A LEG! I must be off now my bed is calling me. ByeBye! Merlin.

    Current Mood: thoughtful
    Wednesday, April 12th, 2006
    1:35 am
    Last night at York
    Tonight was my last night at York for the year. We ended up just talking a lot about life. About classical voice and how we don't really like it! I love musical theatre! I will always and forever love musical theatre. But I think as long as a direct in my little town (wherever I live)and always keep community theatre a part of my life it will help to fufill me. Tonight was fun, and I am super thrilled to be on my summer vacation but it is also just another eye opener about how everyone is growing up and moving on.
    In other less depressing news, it is gorgeous outiside, I get to see Cassie and Shaonon on Thurs! They are coming to Ted's if all goes as planned! And did I mention....I am done school for the year!!!

    Anyhoo I am going to hit the sack! ByeBye!Merlin.
    Wednesday, April 5th, 2006
    2:15 am
    The word interdisplinary makes me want to puke in my mouth
    Hmmm so what have I done since the last time I updated.....??? Well we did end up going to the mall, and we definately hit up a Payless which made me happy. And I got the cutest little slip on summer shoes that are green with pink and white flowers. I also got a poka dot bikkini! Yay!....It was a successful shop! Well I am finished all my exams now except my singing jourey. I am done FACS forever which is excellent, I seriously think the word interdisplinary was written in that exam at least twice per question and i would say she says it a minimum of about 13 times every lecture! I never want to hear that word again.
    Tonight was Winters formal! It was fun...lots of dancing, I have sore feat though. It was an open bar, which was fun. Aren't you 18 Melissa you might ask? Why yes I am and that is why Carolyn, Diana and I who are the infant 18 year olds made make shift pink bracelts (pink being the drinking colour) out of post-its! I have to admit is was one of the craftiest things I have ever done. Anyhoo one of my friends that sings in the band that played that night was more hammered then I have ever seen anyone. Like usually people go from like really happy kind of crazy and then eventually they are passed out or puking (or sort of both...thats when it gets messy!) Anyway she was somewhere in between, I guess??? She would be hilarious and happy one moment and then just pass out! Like faint...I had to catch her, I got her right before her head hit the ground. I have just never seen some one be soo hilarious and then seem near death! It was weird, scary and funny all at the same time!
    I get to go home for 5 days tomorrow night and I am super excited. The only real plans I have so far are usher for Little Shop of Horrors, go see Matty's show sometime, and go shopping with Amy...and Oh ya on Saturday (if the weather is good)I am going to Balsalm Lake with Ted and Anna and David Fry (who I am not sure if I have ever met but never the less it should be fun!) I guess I kind of have pretty good plans considering its only 5 days...and I need to do some major practicing! Well I really hope it is nice on Saturday! Or shit is going down with me and the weather man. Haha. Well I have to get through a shit load of cleaning and packing tomorrow as well as 2 hours of vocal... Oh mannn! I just want to come home now!!!


    Anyway tonight was a good night and tomorrow at around 7 is going to be a very happy time! Woo hoo!
    ByeBye! Merlin.

    Current Mood: but happy!
    Monday, April 3rd, 2006
    8:54 am
    I love musicals! ......and payless.
    I just woke up...I could have slept later because I have no classes today! YAY! but I don't sleep anymore so I didn't and I cleaned my room until like 1 30 last night and then still didn't fall asleep until like 3:00. So why am I awake??? I don't know! Oh well I would have had to get up soon anyway because Lindsay, Julia and I are going to go hand in our music and cultures essay! (last written assigment) woo hoo! And then go shopping! I really hope we hit up a Payless... how i do adore Payless shoes...kids section all the way!
    Well I am just happy...I had some great msn chats yesterday that really lifted my spirits. Also I get to go home in 3 days! I am going to miss my friends here soo much but I am ready to come home. I think Julia and I are going to live together in Pond next year! Unfortunately my other freind Alex is leaving this school which is sad but living with Julia would rock my socks.
    I am listening to Rent right now. I love musicals! My private vocal teacher here often tells me to get into the song I am singing and listen to the words. Ok here is an example of some words..."Under the Greenwood Tree who loves to sing with me come hither. hither, hither!" how am I suppossed to get into this? Hither? What does hither even mean??? This guy is singing about his extreme love of his tranvestite girlfreind(boyfriend) who just died of AIDS! Hmmm which one would you be more emotional singing? GAD sometimes I hate classical voice! But oh well Julia was thinking of going to Acadia next year for their music theatre program which was very sad for me...
    number 1) because I love her and I don't want her to go
    2) I want to go too but we don't have the money
    But I don't think she is going now so we will just put on mini musicals in our room when we get a hankering! It should help fufill our longings! HaHa! Well it is getting nearer to eating and shopping time and I am a dirty girl so I must be off to the shower!

    ByeBye!MERlin.

    Current Mood: cheerful
    Sunday, April 2nd, 2006
    12:34 pm
    I hate FACS
    So I have one written exam left....which is good! But I hate this class. Its Fine Arts and Cultural Studies. It may sound like it could be interesting but all it is, is a load of bull shit. Like honestly bull shitting really earns you marks in this class. Oh well after this Tuesday it will be done and I will never have to do it again. Well its seems like its a lovely day outside and I get to go eat lunch soon with Caitlin and Jaci and I am exctied to walk outiside.
    I would like to say Rest in Peace Brad....I haven't talked to him in many years but the situation is very sad and I hope it is an eye opener for people....and that they will be careful when dealing with drugs.
    Jaci came and got me for lunch while I was writing this journal so I just got back but I had a lovely lunch and it is gorgeous outside! Which made me happy despite the fact that I am mad/kind of upset right now. If I had more balls I would just like to ask....did you really enjoy it? Like was it really worth it? Maybe I will just turn to Lesbianism....just joking. Anyway back to the lovely day, Caitlin and I skipped as we walked back from York Lanes singing ooo eee oo ah ah ting tang walla walla bing bang and we modulated every time. We just slid up a tone like an old country song haha it was really fun.
    This reminded me of when Dave, Catter and I used to listen to songs and laugh at the obvious key changes. Nerdy! I know but sooo fun!!! Then I got thinking of other fun games and I though of the really fun car game where we said Fuck a lot! And Cass and Dave where the parents and Erin was the teenage daughter and I was...surprise, surprise the little kid. It was such a radom game but soo much fun! haha.
    I miss these times and I hope despite the fact that we are all going various places this summer we can still find some time to all hang out!
    Anyhoo...who would have thought the first year of University would go by sooo fast. I have ONE written exam left and then I just have to sing some songs and I am done!!! Its crazy!
    I should get back to the old studying now!

    Enjoy the lovely weather if you don't need to study for FACS for hours!

    ByeBye! MErlin.

    P.S. Shannon and Dave I saw him again! Its frightening but funny everytime!
    Friday, March 31st, 2006
    1:41 am
    I am just confused right now....I sincerely wish I had the power to mind read right now, I am getting a little tired of this...but yet I hang on for dear life??? I realize that I haven't explained this entry at all and its true I don't want too but it was nice to just get it out.

    Off to bed now, ByeBye!MErlin.
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